I SWEAR if it wasn’t for my one to two cups of coffee a day I would be a very depressed person…well instead of a slightly depressed person. 😛
What is wrong with me? It’s 12 o’clock and I haven’t even gotten dressed yet. I’ve been up since 9am. And I literally just noticed, hey I’m not even dressed. I haven’t even brushed my hair or my teeth yet, I really do think this is a problem. I have homework today, quite a bit of it. And if I can’t even get dressed today how am I going to get my homework done? If had energy maybe I would have a job…my own place. I wouldn’t be living at home or be living in the disastrous mess of an apartment that I’m living in in the basement of my grandparents home. I feel like a loser. A loser who is about to graduate with a degree but have nothing to do with it. Ugh. Anyway…maybe I’m just feeling a little down. Maybe it’s just environmental. Maybe once I continue this diet I’m (I’ve discovered I’m gluten sensitive and just went back onto a gluten free diet a couple of days ago) and start doing things with my life that I’m proud (or just getting out of this broken home!) I will feel a 100 percent better….until then I’m hanging in there! And I’m gonna go get dressed! Sheesh….