Us.

I don’t want this to be the last time you touch me, the last time you make love to me, the last time you kiss me and tell me you love me. I don’t want this to be the last time you really laugh with me and really spend time with me. I want this to continue. I want us.

Rant about how I’ve been feeling lately…

I’m frustrated and restless. I’m bored and tired. I miss him all the time and I miss my family and home quite a lot too. I’m not sure if I’m happy with where my life is right now. I’m too young to start a family but I’m too old not go to school or do anything with my life. I want to just be with him. But what would I do in Butte? I know this is supposed to be an important time of my life, so is it strange that I just want to just skip it…fast forward? I want to be married and have a job and be settled down. I’ve been told I have an old soul and I think they might have been right. Screw all this college age and young stuff. (Partying dating etc) I want to get my life started. I want to be young but I want to be young with the person I love.

Connections…

A part of me thinks I miss you

But the other part knows that you’re just a figment now

I don’t know you

I don’t know if I ever did

I loved what I thought I knew though

And you made a print on my heart

It glows when moments of you

Slip into my mind

It will never go away

No matter how hard

I try to bury it

We had a connection

And I’m not sure

If that connection will ever fade

-By Mikayla Lewis